Mindless musings

What am i doing.Hovering in dark or there is too much light around so i am unable to see?

Well matt ridely says it all boils down to genes.Some aha moment of realization for me while going through his book the red queen and the genome.I was at moments shattered(less shattered then the religious one of course) by the sheer fact that lot of my old impressions about life were simply fading away like morning blue.I was becoming more and more convince to the fact that i am a pre programmed robot and predestined to repeat.

But deep down inside of me there was voice that screamed here is the opportunity to realize how big you can make it.This concept is marvelous to the point of making me mad and makes me realize my true potential.May be i am a opportunist.So whats the big deal.I am going to make a cut in my won life.I need to come out of the sleep and the addiction in mindless things.

Wohoo Finally it happened and how !!!Lots of fun on the run to Goa..Heaven on earth..Its like entering in to a visual trance and doesn't leave you for quite sometime.It just changes a lot of misconceptions about life.Somebody has said rightly "travel destroys many illusions".While i was roaming in goa along with friends my mind was indulging in thoughts of settling down there some time down the lane.

Wat more m planning more one more trip soon.

Morning blues

I always have the feeling of detachment right after i wake up.I feel as if i am just a lump of energy and nothing.Slowly i regain my consciousness and back to business in five minutes and the routine life starts.In the morning i make some intentions to spend the day in a wise way but i can also feel at the same time that the old mental pattern are still sitting over my head waiting to trigger some unwanted hormones to bring me back to my old habits.

All this happens in the morning and i forget everything during the course of the day.As soon as i take the BMTC bus from Marathalli bridge and put on my earphone and play some funky bollywood numbers thats it.I am on to take the whole world.Give me some sunshine give me some rain give me another chance i wanna grow up once again.Wohoooooooooo

The robot is dreaming.

Yes the robot is dreaming and the dreams are high and dry leaving no space to breath free.Its almost suffocating still there is no way out.Death is not coming just life with pain.The robot thinks its a human being the finest creation of the almighty and yet never wastes a moment to contradict the statement by its actions.If in reality it were the finest creation of the almighty it would never act like an idiot(doesn't mean i am not one).The robotic idiots kill each other in the name of religion and region and say they are great they take false pride in that action and worship the almighty for peace.(peace goes to hell )

Purpose of life

I have been mulling over this point with one my close friend arun recently.We both with the necessary background came to the conclusion that "Life has no purpose"(Which may shock many).

Some one even may suggest us that in that case we can commit suicide .(I would say a big no,I'll explain the reason for this later)

There are many person who have realized this fact at a early stage in their life thanks to a high social IQ(some may like to ridicule this fact) and felt miserable even to get up from their bed became an uphill task.Life became a pain.For people like them i would suggest them to read few excellent creation by the modern genius "Richard dawikns" like "The selfish genes" and "The blind watch maker".It will turn your thinking up side down and will take you for a ride.But i'll warn you before you start reading this book as your life will never be the same after reading it.It may turn you insane and you may not be able to cope with it.